Love Our Way

LOVE OUR WAY

Julia Rollings, Harper Collins, 2008

ISBN 9780732288136

Reviewed by SM Macrae, MA, PH.D
(Editor, EMK Press; Adoption Panel Member, Surrey Children’s Services, UK)

Intercountry adoption has grown exponentially in the last ten years.

There’s been increasing exposure of child trafficking within various intercountry adoption communities. The publication of Julia Rollings’ book LOVE OUR WAY is timely. It will assist families, administrators and politicians in reviewing the fierce joys that intercountry adoption can bring to parents and children alike. It also addresses the reality she dealt with when her family found that two of the children they had adopted were both stolen and trafficked. Though a personal story, how Julia dealt with the blows to her family offers others a ‘family way’ of coming to terms with trafficking.

Don’t look in this book for a strident or political expose of trafficking in intercountry adoption. Julia has simply written her family’s story. LOVE OUR WAY is the narrative of her children Akil and Sabi: stolen from their Indian mother, trafficked by their Indian father, and adopted by the Rollings family. It’s about the pain of discovering trafficking, and the sheer guts required to work to give the children not just their story but a present reality of it. It recounts Julia’s own instinct to open her children’s story in a way that involved her family as much as birthfamily. It’s her personal journal of the crisis of trafficking, surprisingly gentle and without rancour, looking more for solutions to help her children than create a stir. Julia sets out to show that with ‘love our way’, search, reunion and the coming together of birth and adoptive family as ‘our family’ is not a scary option or indeed politically impossible. The basis of this book is indeed love…it’s an intimate family story made public. It’s a passage to India, to Auntie Vidya, Julia’s dear friend and facilitator there… and to Sunama, the children’s mother, and her present family. It’s a story of poverty and dignity. It shows the kids making sense of a story that beggars belief. It shows the children’s ties to both families, but that Australia is home. Moreover, Akil and Sabi’s reunion with birthfamily in India has produced an exponential emotional narrative for all the Rollings family; Julia has a large family of adopted kids all of whom have been affected by the journey their youngest siblings. She gently teases out how her older children are affected by the journey that Akil and Sabi take… she is savvy enough to check that ‘love our way’ produced benefits, not jealousies. And the royalties from this book will augment the economic support the Rollings have pledged Sunama and her family.

The adoption community has as a tenet that love is not enough. Does this book suffer from that, from being built on love and healing rather than the politics required to begin the end of trafficking? Julia does have the questions that the politicians need to hear in her concluding chapters. YET the import of this book lies more in the descriptions she offers of feelings. So we see …Julia’s feelings regarding the possible loss of her children to their birthmother once the trafficking was exposed (she tells she would NOT have given her children up, something her children needed to hear)…. The Rollings children’s conflicted feelings about their roots and their rooted place in their Australian family… We feel for Akil and Sabi’s family - Sunama and her husband Babu. Feelings.

This book therefore is about TOUGH love; feelings are at the centre of this book, and the fulcrum is ‘love our way’. The book shows that trafficking is a family, and a personal issue, as well as political.

And so - this book is required reading not just for families, but for those politicians and administrators who administer international adoption. ‘Love our Way’ shows one family’s FAMILY solution to the absolute distress and suffering that trafficking causes….